Philippians Chapter 1-4

Today's reading was short but I still ran out of time to write my reflection before leaving out the door.

"For to me, living means living for Christ, and dying is even better. But if I live, I can do more fruitful work for Christ." Philippians 1:21-22

This verse really stood out to me for one big reason. Some years ago I was having some problems and did not want to live. I was so unhappy with this sad world that I would rather be in heaven with God. (*at this time I did not completely know God I just knew of him and knew there was a God*) But now I know God and that he sent Jesus Christ so we could live. Then, I wanted to go away for my own selfish reasons when I am meant to do something that I was asked to do. Now I completely understand that situation and don't think that way anymore.

"For you have been given not only the privilege of trusting in Christ but also the privilege of suffering for him." Philippians 1:29

I'll be honest and say that I was not understanding this. I was wondering what Paul meant by saying it is a 'privilege' to suffer for Christ. I have always worried about being treated the same way Jesus was treated but I know it will happen. I'm much more accepting of that fact now, but before I was very weary of this fact.

In the beginning of chapter two, Paul write that we should also take an interest in others. I've always noticed that I never REALLY pay attention to my surroundings. I notice then most often when I'm with my mom and she asks me if I see this or that and I don't. I tie this habit to the fact that I worry about people judging me or me judging them so I don't pay any mind to anyone. When I do pay attention it's not always a great reaction I get from people but there are a few good ones. I have to constantly remind myself that the good ones are worth me having to deal with the bad ones.

"Whatever happens, my dear brothers and sisters, rejoice in the Lord." Philippians 3:1

I made this verse a key note for me to keep memorized. In my opinion, this is one of the best verses to have memorized. I can easily forget something if I don't have it in my mind constantly. Not remembering that I'm saved and have a relationship through Jesus outside me in some negative situations. Just yesterday I was truly being tested and I let the fear take over just slightly but I got right back in it's place by rejoicing in the Lord. By speaking to him and through him to get through that moment.

This book was quite short and I got a good amount of reflecting from it. The next book I'm reading is Colossians which is also another short book. I'll be reading that all tomorrow and reflecting on it.