Where I'm Headed...

Wow. A lot has been going on with me. I've been noticing a lot of things. Some things I'd rather not notice and things that I have to notice. <(ˍ ˍ*)>

 I idle around most of the time, but now I absolutely can not. Not while knowing the things I've learned. I suppose I should clear things up. You see, God has always been with me. When I was fully aware and when I wasn't. I'd switch between those two as often as I idled around, which was often. (*meaning that while I was idle I was not aware of God*) Each time I would be idle, on autopilot, then something pulls me back to being fully aware of God.

 If you believe God and are a Christian then I think you know where I'm going with this. I would go through that familiar cycle of following what God has planned for me...and then what I 'thought' I knew I had planned for me. (Being of God against being of the world.) I'm not completely sure where I'm going with this and if even make sense. (I tend to confuse things.) ╮(╯_╰)╭

 I'll say that I have just come back to God not too long ago and I'm sticking with it. I've learned from all of my other attempts at 'pleasing' God that it won't be easy but I can't just give up every single time. It's not a perfect journey and I'm glad that I've accepted that. There are many things that I've got to work on in this journey. I want to share my experience with whoever will listen and will be of help to others.

 This was a pretty serious post but it's just my intro to what I want this blog to be all about. I'll write about anything but with God apart of it. I'm headed for Him and I know it won't be easy, but I'm willing.

（＾ｖ＾）*and I love emoticons to show my expression so get used to seeing those throughout my posts to come!*